2007-05-04 [snowwolfsa]: why are you still commenting to me?.... why dont you try reading my last post... i wasnt bashing anything anymore... i thought i made it perfectly clear that i just dont care anymore? i figured "and i just quite frankly dont care" i figured that was blunt enuff

2007-05-04 [Xorital]: not caring is quite cruel.

2007-05-04 [Raven Song]: Is it you don't care or that you are sour to her because the appearance/what she made it sound she did?

2007-05-04 [snowwolfsa]: Its hard to be cruel about a subject that didnt really happen..

2007-05-04 [Raven Song]: LIke I said, what is writen is not intended to sound like a death.

2007-05-04 [Xorital]: and it isnt snow so get your facts stright..

2007-05-04 [Raven Song]: Oh Xorital be kind. I understand were he is comming from.

2007-05-04 [Xorital]: I cant help it when it comes to defending someone I care about..

2007-05-04 [snowwolfsa]: lol ok ill be sure to do that [Xorital]...

2007-05-05 [dead~spirit]: Im sorry I can't help but to find nothing except humor in all of this....

2007-05-05 [snowwolfsa]: Anyways i was takeing a look at this whole subject, and [Xorital] what the hell do you do as sheriff? it looks to me like you do absolutley nothing... shouldnt you of been trying to keep me undercontrol? i was being kind of an asshole

2007-05-05 [Xorital]: my job is mainly to keep christians out who try to totaly bash us or to report people who are causing major trouble to guards...I had no right no control you for you werent as bad as they usualy get.

2007-05-05 [dead~spirit]: I actually have to take Snowwolfsa side for this one, the whole intention of sheriffs was to keep the wiki members under control, and on topic with the current issues that the administrator is saposed to be putting up atleast every week.

2007-05-05 [Xorital]: in my POV I didnt see his argument as much of a threat since it was gonna die down eventualy...but if you say so...

2007-05-05 [dead~spirit]: Also you are not saposed to keep them out, i realized that everyone hear likes to argue with christians and the works, but reporting outragous activities to the ET guards is a role that you carry, you are correct.

2007-05-05 [snowwolfsa]: i think that me an [Xorital] should fight to the death for his sheriff position

2007-05-05 [Xorital]: thats not very moral....

2007-05-05 [snowwolfsa]: ~.~ sorry [Xorital] i didnt meen it *shakes head* O.o what the hell kind of responce is that?

2007-05-05 [Xorital]: its the kind of response that is my own...and I dont trust you very much..

2007-05-05 [dead~spirit]: You should, he has defended our wiki against the christians numerous times..

2007-05-05 [Xorital]: I got an annominous tip that he may be trying to sabotage us..

2007-05-05 [dead~spirit]: Xorital, messege me in private about this "annominous tip" I want to know where it came from..

2007-05-05 [Xorital]: ill give you the excact messege on privet.

2007-05-05 [dead~spirit]: Ok.

2007-05-05 [Xorital]: who is micheal by the way?

2007-05-05 [dead~spirit]: That is me... and when we get to the bottem of this...someone is loosing their membership, unless it was a non member.

2007-05-05 [Xorital]: oh! 0.0 didnt know that at all.

2007-05-05 [Xorital]: sorry about that.

2007-05-05 [dead~spirit]: Don't be sorry, you did an honorable thing.

2007-05-05 [Xorital]: ok :)

2007-05-05 [snowwolfsa]: Whoever gave you that tip is a lier, there is no point in me trying to sabotage my best friends wiki

2007-05-06 [Lithium Lullaby]: yeah I'm completely lost

2007-05-06 [Xorital]: its ok I think things will taken care of, so feel as lost as you pelase XD

2007-05-06 [dead~spirit]: It was Kayla's josh under a different name, he was poking around, trying to gain some influence. So anyone who has had some ET member messeging them about this wiki, please inform me and the sheriff's. also Xorital, messege me in private again, I have a powerful task for you.

2007-05-06 [Raven Song]: He wait, she has like 3 different ones, a BF, horrid ass [Shooting Star Shadow] and a class mate she touters

2007-05-08 [Angelic nightmares]: Woah....seems I missed alot. I will be back in NC on Friday...so any assignments for me, will have to wait until then...

2007-05-08 [Diiwica]: Wait can i read the message I am interested in this and what he said...

2007-05-30 [dead~spirit]: Here is something on a totally different level for you people.

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LIFE SUCKS

I only say this because it is true. When we try to make something of it, we get shot down, when we try to enjoy it, someone has to come along and crush it, when we try to fight it, every one gang beats us, and when you try to rule it, [YOU GET STABBED IN THE BACK!]. I just wish that people would stick together and fight back against the stupidity of rich billionairs, and imperial multi-million/billion dollar business who would gladly kill you off just to see their stock rise a fraction of a penny. Seriously. I love who we are expected to all live the same lifes, to act the same, look the same, talk the same, feel the same, and die the same. Im sorry but life just doesnt seem that appealing to me when put into that sort of vision..We all go to work, and for what!!! to come home and sleep, to waist our youth trying to make a shitty pay check that will only last us a few days? This vision of life is bullshit. I can not help but see why Alexander the great threw down the book of rules and said "You know what, fuck it! fuck everyone, and everything, I will not be the same, i will not die the same, when I die, peole will tell stories about my greatness." I now am in the same position, I find myself in Ill favor of the ideaology that most call work. what makes usdifferent, what makes us great, when we are forced to conform to the "standards" of every other living being. They are bounds my family, they are bounds holding us back..limiting us, and keepinf us from reaching higher levels of success by society, because society is a bunch of politics who only want themself's to be successful in the end!

2007-05-30 [de Morte]: Agreed.

2007-05-30 [dead~spirit]: Politics are a disease, and they are rotting our youth away with cheap labor, and greed. I cant help but feel as if we are all in a assembly line, slowly moving steps forward to a furnis. We are being used to run this damn country, that is all, we are viewed as nothing more then slave labor. It piss's me off. If only people would hold together and fight..

2007-05-30 [Xorital]: Alot of things in this world is a disease that are killing are youth...gangs...drugs...rap music..ect

2007-05-30 [-dot-]: hiya from the land of wii

2007-05-30 [dead~spirit]: lol

2007-05-30 [Diiwica]: Life is not meant to be pleasurable, the after life is when we are judged by how where handled the pain and how we were able to look past it..

2007-05-31 [dead~spirit]: Life is sapose to be what we make of it..

2007-05-31 [de Morte]: Live to live

2007-05-31 [Diiwica]: I say live and let live, if we are in pain we choose it, if we are happy it is because we choose to be... but still a lot say what I stated earlier

2007-05-31 [Lithium Lullaby]: agreed

2007-06-01 [Angelic nightmares]: I know i haven't been on, but I've a damn good reason! I'll be graduating June 21st, and I've been busy with all the preparations and crap. But I will be here as much as I can.

2007-06-01 [Angelic nightmares]: For those of you wondering, Angelic Nightmares needed a changes...so I changed my name. Don't like it? Get over it. Oh and Dead, no matter what happens, if you need anything, I'm here to help.

2007-06-01 [dead~spirit]: Noted.

2007-06-02 [-dot-]: I don't like it.. :)

2007-06-09 [Shooting Star Shadow]: don't care if you ban me, delete this or what... but I do have some information for kayla that I know she'd want... it's about an old friend that up and vanished a few years ago...

2007-06-10 [princess_ of _darkness]: im gone for good just message me if anyone want to chat

2007-06-10 [Xorital]: so much drama and seceretcy...

2007-06-12 [dead~spirit]: Josh, no body gives a fuck, keep out of this wiki..

2007-06-12 [Diiwica]: Noted, but have a fun time getting through to my cold heart... I know haven has reappeared... big whoop... and learn to spell my name duch! (Kayliah!!!)

2007-06-18 [Raven Song]: Heh.. a cold heart is never a fun thing to 'try' and get through, most times you find yourself on your ass for trying.

pst.. I know from experiance. ;)

2007-06-18 [Angelic nightmares]: Last I checked, I didn't have a heart.

2007-06-18 [Xorital]: then how are you alive and breathing?

2007-06-18 [Angelic nightmares]: I died along time ago. And oddly enough theres only a very very small hand full of people that keep me going

2007-06-18 [Xorital]: techniqualy your not dead if your still living and breathing and posting here.

2007-06-18 [Raven Song]: There's 2 ways of dieing, emotionally and physically. I thought I died emotionally a long long time ago but like a phoneix I was reborn.. so why are you 'dead'?

2007-06-18 [Xorital]: I dont belive in dying emotionaly but thats your thing I guess.

2007-06-18 [Raven Song]: Never ran into someone who didnt believe about dying emotionally, heh, why don't you believe in it? never gone through so much pain that you feel as if you've 'died' on the inside

2007-06-18 [Xorital]: yes Iv been through pain like that and it may feel as though you have died but you really havnt, your so so hurt and it feels like your never gonna heal.

2007-06-18 [Raven Song]: Exactly, which is why I call it two types of dieing. Though, no part of me is dead anymore heh so I'm a lucky one.

2007-06-18 [Xorital]: I dont call it dying since you can pull out of it and your techniqualy feeling something...soo yea

2007-06-18 [Raven Song]: Some people never do pull out of it, Others, like myself, realize that they've found something better out there and get over it. heh

2007-06-18 [Xorital]: yea, the people who dont pull out of it cant because they eaither dont want to or their to weak

2007-06-18 [Raven Song]: I had help, I'll admit it, I met someone who turned my life upside down and inside out, then spun it around, it snapped me back to reality.

2007-06-18 [Xorital]: wow O.o, well theirs no shame in having help.

2007-06-18 [Raven Song]: I look back on it and think of myself stupid or a child but then I think, maybe I needed that state of being to be who I am now.

2007-06-18 [Xorital]: possibly, I was terribly depressed too at one moment, I think back on it too and think of myself as stupid.

2007-06-18 [Raven Song]: Like how can we be this sad and sit here like that.. When theres so much else out there why be sad and depressed

2007-06-18 [Xorital]: exacly, theirs so much more in the world than just our saddness and suffering, it just doesnt seem worth being sad at all when theirs so much you can be doing.

2007-06-18 [Raven Song]: Like now, since I'm so far away from her, I'm sad, its normal though am I going to wallow in it? no.. because I'll see her soon and thats somthing to look forward to. Always have to try and find the good in all the bad.

2007-06-18 [Xorital]: thats right ^.^

2007-06-18 [Raven Song]: =^.^= ..-.-; my dads pissed at me now.

2007-06-18 [Xorital]: hehe XD

2007-06-18 [Raven Song]: Because I decided to spend the weekend with her, instead of registering for my college classes, and now I have to wait a semester to go..

2007-06-18 [Xorital]: who is her?

2007-06-18 [Raven Song]: Heh...can't disclose that information at this present moment in time. Well on a wiki atleast.

2007-06-18 [Xorital]: messege me?

2007-06-18 [Raven Song]: sent.. lol

2007-06-18 [Xorital]: received :P

2007-06-18 [Raven Song]: Haha so are we going to be talking on the wiki or in the messages hahaa

2007-06-18 [Xorital]: it doesnt matter, both is always fun, to confuse people.

2007-06-18 [Raven Song]: So.. how bout them rennies... bunch of crazy folk they are... wait I'm a rennie... oh no! that means I'm crazy!!! eh...its true.

2007-06-18 [Xorital]: whats a rennie? XD

2007-06-18 [Raven Song]: Diiwica could prolly give you a better answer than me. But a rennie is a person who works at the ren-faire.. like me and her do! lol.. we be da rennies... and I'm done on that note lol

2007-06-18 [Xorital]: ren-faire? whats that XD

2007-06-18 [Raven Song]: rennisance festival..medival renanctments, its badass... you hsould look one up and go to them

2007-06-18 [Xorital]: oh I see ^.^, I doubt theirs any down here in florida lol

2007-06-18 [Raven Song]: You'd be surprised. I'll look em up.

2007-06-18 [Xorital]: yea I would be XD

2007-06-18 [Raven Song]: http://www.renaissancefestival.com/

2007-06-18 [Diiwica]: 1.) hun [Raven Song] if you are dead on the inside then why do you stay with me.
2.) a rennie is someone who goes to a renfaire or travels with them. Though usally the rerm Rennie is given to someone who is, like me, deeply dedicated to renfaires and works them.
3.) Collin Mom said I cannot do the September thing unless you go with me to Iowa... so you have to do the september renfaire with me

2007-06-18 [Raven Song]: sweetheart, I'm no longer dead on the inside :P You should've read it all. I have to go with you to Iowa..the place where my mom lives.. great -.-;; I'll go. >.<

2007-06-18 [Xorital]: hello diiwica how are you? ^^

2007-06-18 [Diiwica]: I am good, and she also said I have to have my make sure I have phone time. Though I guess it doesn't matter once she gets smacked in the face with the fact that I will not listen to waht she s ays ne way because I won't have to

2007-06-18 [Raven Song]: Get phone time.. I want to call you -glare-

2007-06-18 [Diiwica]: I need money, I just gave mom my last so she can get me new rings for peircing... If she knew what for she would be mad but Eh

2007-06-18 [Raven Song]: I'll pay for it.

2007-06-18 [Xorital]: im glad your good, if she knew what for?

2007-06-18 [Raven Song]: She wants to peirce her lip heh and her mom doesnt want her to.

2007-06-18 [Xorital]: oh I see.

2007-06-18 [Diiwica]: She said she can't stop me but she isn't going to help me do it. So I am going to have a good freind do it, but I don't like the ring I have at home so i sent her to my tattoo artist. (my 3rd job is drawing tats for him) and am having her pay for the new ones I ordered.

2007-06-18 [Raven Song]: I want to be there when you get them done.. lol

2007-06-18 [Xorital]: i bet ;)

2007-06-18 [Raven Song]: I like peircings...and tattoos... hehe

2007-06-18 [Diiwica]: I have to finish the one tat I am working on... Dougie will be mad at me if I don't ahve it done Friday.

2007-06-18 [Raven Song]: I wont be home much longer for you to talk to, but you should send me messages lol so when I do come home I can see them and be all like yay.. and stuff... -.-;

2007-06-18 [Xorital]: and woo XD

2007-06-18 [Raven Song]: I had to take that ball out of my lip hun, I didnt want to risk of swallowing it if it came undone.

2007-06-18 [Xorital]: ball?

2007-06-18 [Raven Song]: My lip is peirced and I've always used a stud, well she has this ring ball peircing that she put it, and its so bloody hard to get in but it usually stays, its weird. Anyways yeah I didnt want it to come undone in my sleep and have me wake up and it be gone

2007-06-18 [Diiwica]: Its oki, that was a nipple ring... Did i tell you that

2007-06-18 [Raven Song]: ...no... no you did not....

2007-06-18 [Xorital]: hahahahaha XD

2007-06-18 [Diiwica]: LOL, its all good. You will live, i promise, I didn't put anything on it. do you wnat me to get you a different ring for your lip? Because I rlly don't like that damn spike

2007-06-18 [Raven Song]: Its fine hun.. I will in fact live I like it anyways.. Why dont you like my spike?:(

2007-06-18 [Diiwica]: It hurts when you are sleeping and you roll over and it is OOGLY

2007-06-19 [Angelic nightmares]: "Never ran into someone who didnt believe about dying emotionally, heh, why don't you believe in it? never gone through so much pain that you feel as if you've 'died' on the inside"

Exactly why I'm dead. I've been through so much, seen more than I needed to. I'm not going to go into detail, but I've seen things, and been put through things, that no one person should ever have to do.

2007-06-19 [Xorital]: doesnt matter, theirs always a way out and children...suicide is never ever the answer.

2007-06-19 [Raven Song]: No, it is not the answer.. And Diiwica knows I would never do that. No one should be put through the extra pain of that.

Hun, I'll keep a ring in it just for you.

2007-06-19 [Raven Song]: Someone post somthing.. I'm bored.

2007-06-19 [Diiwica]: *Post* Dun ahve to.. I can't beleive I didn't feel when i did that lastnight but I can feel it now....

2007-06-19 [Xorital]: something

2007-06-19 [Raven Song]: Yeah I know, thats what happens when you just jam somthing through flesh like that.. theres a reason that people get paid to do that for you hun.

2007-06-19 [Diiwica]: Hey, I was
A Mad as hell
B Wanting to see if i could feel it
<c>C</b> In a state between High and just exopsted.

So something was bound to happen. Just wish I would have used the other stud b/c this one is kind of a lot OOGLY! And the toehr is slightly gadged bigger

2007-06-19 [Raven Song]:
A I'm sorry I wasn't there to calm you down.
B Well duh..
C Thats not good for you..

You dont like a lot of peircings do you? or the studs atleast.

2007-06-19 [Diiwica]: I don't like the studs, I usally use hoops

2007-06-19 [Raven Song]: I just need to get off my ass and buy better ones.

2007-06-19 [Diiwica]: ? I sent mom to Dougies today to get the rings and to give him my works

2007-06-19 [Raven Song]: For me hun. The one you gave me, the ball is to big and bulky.. I need somthin else.

2007-06-19 [Diiwica]: Duh it is a nipple ring... I know where I can get you some really cheep, well only because like I am really good friends with the person.

2007-06-19 [Raven Song]: Hmm where?

2007-06-19 [Diiwica]: That is not the question, the question is do you want me to get you some and if so what gage?

2007-06-19 [Raven Song]: 14

2007-06-19 [Diiwica]: ok, I'll remember that for when I go over there again

2007-06-19 [Raven Song]: Now answer my question, where can you get them at?

2007-06-19 [Diiwica]: At Dougs shop

2007-06-19 [Raven Song]: Alright then :) we should take a trip up there someday.

2007-06-19 [Diiwica]: Already sent mom... she didn;t notice yesterday. I don;t know how because like I spoke to her for like 30 mins in the Kitchen and she never said a thing

2007-06-19 [Raven Song]: Lol...where is Dougs?

2007-06-19 [Diiwica]: Albion

2007-06-19 [Raven Song]: Wahhhh no fair..

2007-06-20 [Diiwica]: ???

2007-06-20 [Raven Song]: that place is far.

2007-06-20 [Diiwica]: It is not

2007-06-20 [Raven Song]: From here? are you kidding me?

2007-06-20 [Diiwica]: Well, beg me mom and move in with me?

2007-06-20 [Raven Song]: Don't tempt me...

2007-06-20 [Diiwica]: I am

2007-06-20 [Raven Song]: Shouldn't do that...

2007-06-20 [Diiwica]: Why? I mean I do it with a lot of people. I mean tempt them into things. It is what i do best and it is how I never have to do the dirty work. I get them to do it, EX: Chris, and Josh...

2007-06-20 [Raven Song]: Because hun, when I'm away from you it feels like a thousand blades are stabbing me over and over in my heart, it kills me to be away from you. And you're tempting me with something I know can't happen.

2007-06-20 [Diiwica]: and you know this how? Kcc and Kvcc is all inked, Transfer... (I only know that b/c of my music tings I swear)

2007-06-20 [Raven Song]: I know it because yeah, your mom likes me but I dont have a job up in marshall, I dont have a car anymore. I dont even know where kcc is.

2007-06-20 [Diiwica]: LOL, I could show you I have music lessons there and I was going there

2007-06-20 [Raven Song]: -sigh- you dont get it...just forget it.

2007-06-20 [Diiwica]: *Sakes head8 Nope, Oh i found that damn pentical... it was under that damn bunk bed in my room. Gods I am glad that thing is gone!

2007-06-20 [Raven Song]: why

2007-06-20 [Diiwica]: it was OOGLY, and I hated having it since we moved tehre. I miss my 15x15 foot room. I had a king sized water bed. but there is no was by even the gods will that that will fit i n my room

2007-06-20 [Angelic nightmares]: booooooooored outta my mind. I graduate tomorrow.

2007-06-20 [Raven Song]: ....I hate waterbeds... not fat man friendly...

2007-06-20 [Diiwica]: That is good. I wish I was graduating

2007-06-20 [Raven Song]: Wow..thats a bit late.. I graduated last year and a few months ago

2007-06-20 [Diiwica]: PIE PIE PIE PIE PIE PIE PIE I really want pie atm

2007-06-20 [Raven Song]: You really want...pie... wow..

Well Emma, Congratz on graduating, so few accually do now-a-days

2007-06-21 [Angelic nightmares]: Raven I love your comment about the water beds.

2007-06-21 [Raven Song]: Hahaha they aren't! I like...sink... haha

2007-06-21 [Angelic nightmares]: I've never really liked water beds. The motion makes me sick.

My never ending fight with the guards has started again. You can see what I mean at Art or Porn I've got something to prove, and I won't quit till I get my point across.

2007-06-21 [Raven Song]: I love em, I just cant get out of them like a normal bed haha Makes me want to sleep longer.

2007-06-21 [Diiwica]: I won't grad. I hate school!!!! I am begging mom to let me get my GED... my school is fucked and they put me in simple classes.

2007-06-21 [Raven Song]: Baby just do it.. its for the best

2007-06-22 [Angelic nightmares]: i graduated with my GED. I'm just glad its over now.

2007-06-28 [Angelic nightmares]: Seems it kinda dies here.

2007-07-04 [Raven Song]: Eh, Sorry. I haven't been home, Yeah it does seem kinda dead

2007-07-05 [dead~spirit]: it goes up and down..

2007-07-05 [Raven Song]: That sucks it should stay up haha

2007-07-05 [dead~spirit]: Well then maybe we should do something..

2007-07-05 [de Morte]: Yeah!

2007-07-05 [Diiwica]: The only time things here get busy is when we are defending ourselves. not that I m ind that

2007-07-05 [Raven Song]: Why would you? its fun to do that.

2007-07-05 [de Morte]: It is...

2007-07-05 [Diiwica]: At one time it was annoying. I was very close minded then... But I took some time to open that mind and through ways... oh yeah [Vyse] Says Hi!

2007-07-05 [de Morte]: Where did he go?

2007-07-05 [Diiwica]: who [Ravensong]? or [Vyse]?

2007-07-05 [de Morte]: Vyse...

2007-07-05 [Diiwica]: where he went? yeah he's rite here next to me, but he has some personal problems that he is takeing time fromthe net to work out

2007-07-05 [de Morte]: Ok! Well I hope he feels better soon!

2007-07-06 [Diiwica]: I'm sure he will

2007-07-06 [Raven Song]: Tell him I said hey.

2007-07-06 [Diiwica]: LOL, oki...

2007-07-06 [de Morte]: Me too!

2007-07-07 [Lithium Lullaby]: hey guys

2007-07-07 [de Morte]: Hi

2007-07-07 [Lithium Lullaby]: what's up?